Thats was amma's birthday yesterday, when I thought of sending the thai thanthai vanakkam, so got back into Yellamondrey blog, in continuation to that here. Astonished at looking back my thoughts years back regarding spirituality, so decided to continue writing my e-diary today onwards.

My Spiritual payanam - Dream Healing Ground

You know Orgone - the healing ground has a message to its clients - "This is a healing ground, not Medical practising, there's no administration of intakes as medication - intake recommendation is only food that suits the nature of body and soul"

The Healing Ground set up:

There will be a visitors hall filled with
1. Silence - ambience for meditation (filled with Blue lights), Reception table, and reading tables only focus lamps for registering or reading
2. Books / Referrals about Spirituality, Meditation and Healing Therapies
3. Seating one side with hard cushion spreading on floor and Chairs for unabled on other side

Clients will wait in this hall not disturbing others with their stories or pains - with mobiles switched off, no smoking

Inner to that is a hall with Audio track running - once again filled with blue lights, these audio tracks will be predefined for topic and language

Inner to that is a hall with on demand audio, with head phones for individuals, every one can play their desired topic in desired language with the computer before them (to access this room, one need to pay or subscribe)

Inner to that is the Healing Room - where consultation on healing and therapies will be given, with a table for doing the therapy - Reiki or Acupressure/Acupuncture

My Spiritual payanam

I thought that to start my dream of healing and energising the needy as of now. The agenda of doing that would be

1.Start doing Kriya and Reiki Meditation daily - 90 minutes - convert the cassette into mp3 and store in computer
2.Completely read through the Reiki book - 30 minutes Daily after this meditation - complete on or before end of April 2010
3.After completing reading this book, seek for Acupuncture therapy training - on or before June 15th and start pracitising the same on self
4.Start Reiki healing and Acupunture therapy to outsiders

Parallely to the above browse through website for one hour a day to enrich knowledge on healing & Energising

Today I searched in web for the massless particle that transmits energy (light) in the space - found it is Aether / ether and on investigation found that this is without life.

Understood that Orgone is similar one with life - decided that I shall go for this name for my Healing & Energising organisation

Something about orgone: is a massless, omnipresent substance, similar to luminiferous aether, but more closely associated with vital, living energy than inert matter

my 1st day of E-diary

03-Nov-2007, Saturday
Am I immature, or is she?!. Am I harsher in advising?
I doubt, whether I am fit to be a family man – Married man. I am happy when I am lonely – doing whatever I think and like
I / we need a test.
Basically my character is that I try to advice my kith and kins – the way is mostly criticized by my wife. I am too good to others, because I seldom advice them, also if I do, I advice very politely – I am not cared if they hear it or not. But I can't be like that for my family – why – for its better future – but if present is horrible, why to care for future.
Yes, to live current moment, me and my family without weeps and cries (a de-motivator for career growth)– I am deciding the following method – I can't change myself all-through – Simply I can't be a jadam. So to live my own self, I will be out of family for 5-6 days a week and be there in house for a day or two – during this day or two I shall restrict my-self from advising – keeping myself a jadam – keeping my family happy when I am in home and out of it too.